|
Friday, May 2, 2008♥
steady hands just take the wheel ♥ 9:46 AM
So sue me. I feel strangely sad today.
After what happened yesterday... I just cannot supress this overwhelming sadness. It's bigger than me. It just wasn't labour day to me.
And it didn't even have to happen to me!! I just have to listen to other people heartaches, and i get this whole EMOTION that I cannot seem to handle. And even my heart that I've been working so hard to harden can feel their pain. I feel sad.
Love is a wonderful feeling, isn't it?
You get butterflies in your tummy, you feel happy hearing that person's voice, you look forward to meeting them again & again & again & again, you wanna kiss their beautiful face all day long, you wana protect them from the cruel world, you wana tell the whole world your greatest discovery...
Love does not see ugly. Love does not see poor. Love does not see greed. Love does not see selfishness. Love does not understand hate. Cause u see... LOVE is blind. Love lets you see things you want to see. Love eliminates flaws. Love makes your body tingle with happiness. Love delays crippleness. Love does not allow cruel reality. Love encourages white lies.
Then what happens when the magic wears off, can i ask? What happens when you stop feeling butterflies? What happens when you start to see their flaws? What happens when you start to have arguments? What happens when the trust is wearing off? What happens when the person isn't the only thing on your mind? What happens when you talked on the phn and suddenly, u've got nothing to say to each other? What happens when you start question why you feel in love in the first place? What happens when their kisses and hugs become insignificant to you? What happens when you look into each other eyes... all you can do is look away?
Do you give up? Do you try ur best to make it work? Do you keep hanging on til you cannot hang on anymore? How do you move on when the one who you thought was most wonderful thing just walked into your life turns out to be just a faux? How you start believing again? How do you handle the flaws that you once thought were cute and acceptable?
It's something so exquisite that the normal human mind cannot seem to comprehend.
But what's life without love? It sure hurts like hell sometimes. When you seem to give your everything for that ONE person. Just bcoz you think that person is special and is worth risking your heart for.
your crazy touch, the strangest rush
|
